Day 75/100 - Not sure where the inspiration came from, but it kinda ended up reminding me of no face from spirited away! 🖤
Products used -
@katvondbeauty Tattoo liner to draw the shapes
@illamasqua black gel liner to fill them
@givefacecosmetics black pigment ‘china’
💎BIGGEST GIVEAWAY💎 •
Hey babes, so my goal is to hit 21k by my 21st birthday (March 27th) so I’m hosting this huge giveaway in hopes to meet that! •
The only requirement is you have to be following me @muaeleni & tag your 2 besties in this post! Once you’ve done that, the most active person on my page will win! I have the app followers+ and it tells you who the most active person is! •
Essentially, the more you like and comment, the better your chances! (I suggest going and commenting as many pictures as possible, maybe tagging @hudabeauty@shophudabeauty or @anastasiabeverlyhills for an easy comment!) •
You can win @nailhur Lucky Eye - Cat Fight - Wonderland - He Love Me •
@alexakeizerpro Sponge set (Silicone Sponge, Makeup Sponge & Konjac Sponge) •
Nora’s Brushes •
@tartecosmetics Limited Edition Treasure Box •
@maccosmeticscanada lipsticks •
@tartecosmetics Rainforest of the Sea lipsticks •
@urbandecaycosmetics Lipsticks •
@lovingtanofficial Mousse + Mit •
@rogergallet Colognes •
@anastasiabeverlyhills Liquid Highlighters •
@tartecosmetics Limited Edition Buried Treasure Palette •
@tartecosmetics Limited Edition Goddess Glow Highlighter •
Le Royal 24K Eye Cream •
Giveaway closes on my birthday March 27th! GOOD LUCK!✨✨
Lipsticks of the week (tag di @itsfrancifra ) ! 😊
Il migliore della settimana (e non solo, anche uno dei migliori tra i miei 102 rossetti) per comfort e tenuta? Il Color Riche - 132 Magnolia Irreverent di @lorealmakeup ❤
Please know that I will not be posting much personal information on here, if at all, as I know that this is a dedicated beauty page and that is what you are here to see! However, this story is everything that I am as a person. And today, that is important to me. 💖
6 years ago today, with alcoholism and addiction running rampant in my genes, I sat at my mom's house bleeding and made a deal with her: I'd go to the hospital and get help, only if she'd give me a couple more drinks before the ride. Luckily for both of us, it worked.
I'm am alcoholic. Full blown. And I have been since I was sixteen. I struggle with addiction to other things that make you feel good. Although I might not be actively addicted, doesn't mean it's not sitting there. Waiting for me.
Rehab changed my life. While it wasn't the best facility, and it's program was poor, it forced me to relearn how to live for 30 days without alcohol or drugs. Which trust me. You think is easy? Come talk to me on day 31. Something as simple as crying because I was upset. I literally did not know how to do that without getting angry and cracking open a beer. I'll never forget the first time I got through crying naturally, lying on my "bed", staring at the two pictures from back home that I had taped onto my wall. I learned how to get through dusk and nighttime not drinking. That was a first for me. It seemed like the hardest. When I hit two consecutive weeks clean, it had been the first two consecutive weeks in 6 years.
While rehab helped me abstain, I credit myself with the rest. I'm the one that chose to remain sober no matter how much I hated it. I'm the one that worked every minute at staying sober no matter how hard it got. I'm the one who has to sit with myself, in my head, every day, without ever having a "break" from my thoughts. And I do it successfully. I bust my ass and I work hard and I'm not weak. I'm strong. I feel like a goddamn warrior.
With that said, of course I wouldn't be as successful without the help of my family. I don't know where I'd be without them. Well, I do know where I'd be, but I'm NOT, and that's what matters.
And thank you to everyone else who has helped me along the way. ❤