It's too late to go back; and honestly, I do not want to look back if it's only going to cause pain and heartache as it always seems to do.
I go through these waves where my past pain comes up and haunts me--and that's because I let it!
Why would I allow things that are behind me to creep up on me again and again? Guilt and shame.
I don't feel I should be allowed to move on from these past memories.
But that is NOT true. I have every right to forgive myself because my God had forgiven me before I came in to the world.
It may be too late to go back.
BUT, it's not too late to start fresh,
to start new,
to open my heart to everything the NOW has to offer.
I am forgiven.
I am okay.
I am alive.
I have everything I need and a whole life of success and journey in front of me.
I have the present. And in the present I am well, I am happy, I have good people in my life. Good food, good hobbies and passions.
So no more living in the past (at least trying not to). And if I slip, awesome, I get a chance to start over.
All I can do is give my best.
I am awesome! Strong! Relentless! A super hero in my own world!
So I choose to forgive and to let go and live with what is happening right NOW!
❤️Day 1: Low Lunge❤️
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MY NUDE DIARIES ❤ I miss polaroids. And the feeling of them. So I decided to share small snaps of my life with you through them.
I love books. The only thing I can say I'm collecting... Usually I read many books at the same time. Here I have "The Ayurveda way" which I bought this summer from my NYC trip. I love it. ❤️ What are you reading at the moment?😊 #mynudediaries
Ters giden bir şeyler varsa ben de bakış açımı değiştiririm hazır enerjik #muudumdayım 🤸🏻♀ peki sizce şuan bu moduma en uygun şarkı ne olurdu? Konser bileti hediyesi 🎁 kazanmak için şarkı önermeyi unutma! 25 Eylül'de Muud neymiş anlatıcam ve 7 Ekim'de gideceğim Şebnem Ferah konserine bilet kazanan 5 kişiyi de açıklicam #MuudHarbiyeAçıkhavaKonserleri 🎉🎉